what're we waiting for || ross

[Dr. James Ross]

* james alexander ross !

twenty-nine • physician • straight&&single

i live a chemical life, i'm on a mission to try
you went insane for a day, i'll have to shove it away
my only option is gone, smile as they break and they fall
you want a simpler life, you can't erase what was mine
it's alright, it's alright, 'cause i know what you want
but you'll just have to wait, if i had it to give i would give
it away, i'm living it up while i'm falling from grace
there's no way, there's no way that i'm running away
i'm used to making it worse, made up of four letter words
you wanna know what it was, now isolated and gone
you fall apart at the seams, you'll never know what it means
try not to pull it apart, you're aiming straight from the heart



‘‘ i'm right where i belong ,,

all they gave me was this ticket to heaven, that ticket to heave forever.friends
if you could step into my head tell me would you still know me other.half
this could be the last time, you will stand by my side, i can feel my soul inseparable
i'm fallin' behind i'll give you anything that you want me to like.family
even if i could i'd give up everything if only for your good partners.in.crime
my friends this life we live, it's not what we have, it's what we believe in best.friends
and what do i get to get me through these sleepless nights, and what do i have best.guy
when all the pieces fall apart, you will be the only one who knows, who knows best.girl
what happens now and then, as long as you'll be my friend at the end close.friends
i'm about to see just how far i can fly, surely your gonna break my fall good.friends
looking back at the beginning of this, and how life was, just you and me childhood.friends
those little things you say, when words mean so much, you never back down secret.friend
the life we know they took what we were given, we'll get it back again forbidden.friend
something i can't see, there's something different in the way you smile former.enemy
i don't want to watch the world spinnin', i wanna be spinnin' with it ross.likes.you
i got the fever, that's for sure, and knowin' i can get it makes me want it more you.like.ross
chance that i take, and i know you've forgiven the mistakes that i've made ex.good.terms
won't turn away and i won't duck and run 'cause i'm not built that way friendly.rival
i can't see through this haze, my friend tell me why it has to be this way ross.trusts.you
the boundaries of your city lights stand the heroes waiting for your cries you.trust.ross
will we crumble to dust, my friend, or will we start this game over again fake.enemy
so many times you did not bring this on yourself, when that moment drinking.buddy
citizen soldiers holding the light for the ones that we guide from the dark hangout.buddy
you've got to understand it's a hard life that i'm going through ross.confides.in.you
you feel hopeless now and i know you feel alone, that's the same road you.confide.in.ross
you come so far to just let this go, my friend, don't go out the same way average.friend
standing on guard for the ones that we sheltered, we'll always be ready so-so.friend
but you'll need me when i'm not here at all, miss me when i'm gone circumstantial.friend
make their bed, right here underneath my wing you can rest your head on.and.off.friend
may not see me, the strongest among you may not wear a crown first.name.basis
on that day when you don't have the strength for the burden you bear fond.of.ross
just you and me and loving all of our friends, living life like an ocean fond.of.you
to think about sometimes when you're living in between the lines enemy.of.an.enemy
this time i've just been to blind to understand what should matter friend.of.a.friend
i just got lost bein' someone else, i tried to kill the pain, nothin' ever helped new.friend
i left myself behind somewhere along the way, hopin' to come back good.impression


‘‘ i'm going down in flames ,,

before another second ticks away one of us will die, you reach for your metal burn.in.hell
for mine, the sound of bullets flying through the air is followed by a cry arch.enemy
you think you're so mucb better than me, why do you love to see me fail hardcore.enemy
all the time you push me down, at least you try, until we see this eye to eye ross.hates.you
i know what runs through your blood, you do this all in vain, because of you you.hate.ross
there is always someone to blame for the things you do yourself, you think no.tolerance
to myself that i've done something wrong, that i've crossed the line ross.backstabbed.you
fall away you're getting closer to pushing me off of life's little edge you.backstabbed.ross
it's a little too late, soft voices lie, innocents die, now ain't that a shame manipulation
thousand lies have made me colder, i don't think i can look at this the same mind.games
it's over, and all this pride you hold inside is dying, where will you hide jealous.of.ross
i let those hard days get me down and all the things i hate got in my way jealous.of.you
you thought you were standing beside me, you were only in my way former.friend
i feel so much better now that you're gone forever, i tell myself i don't miss ex.bad.terms
one of these days what you thought was real in life somehow steered you wrong fake.friend
what will we do, what will we say when it's the end of this game we play fake.relationship
no one or nothing can take this away, but i won't let it happen again ross.distrusts.you
one hand throws a whiskey, and the other throws the gun, and he cries you.distrust.ross
i'll tell you now, you can't win this, you're way to slow, i'll tell you now average.enemy
and i'll find my own, you build your bridges and i'll burn them down ross.dislikes.you
you try your best to mock me, you're always in my way, you've lost you.dislike.ross
don't tell me what to think, 'cause i don't care this time, don't tell me strong.tension
don't tell me how life is, 'cause i don't really want to know, don't tell me mild.tension
don't tell me how this game ends, 'cause we'll just see how it goes bitter.rival
well you won't know now and i won't tell, you're always hiding ross.intimidates.you
out of time until it's all over with and there'll be no where to run you.intimidate.ross
i opened up and left those fears inside and i wanted to be anyone else ross.fears.you
you can't hold your world together now, everyone sees who you really are you.fear.ross
take the chance before the chance's gone, you never know when it'll be your last tolerance
look back to regret yesterday, we're not handed tomorrow so i'll live for today annoyance
you're stuck on a chain and you're towing the line, seems like every time avoiding
seems like every time you catch up you only fall behind and you're trapped ignoring
you're trapped inside this world you made yourself, that's not the world unwilling.enemy
this is not the life for me, 'cause my world is bigger than your problems by.association
there is always someone to blame for the things you do yourself, you think that new.enemy
i've got no time to move ahead, have you heard one thing that i've said bad.impression


‘‘ it won't take away my love ,,

i've been waiting so long, just to hold you, and to be back in your arms soul.mate
where forever is never too long, not with you right here by my side final
ever think about not comin' back, hopin' on a train and we'll burn up the tracks married
i look ahead to the plans that we made, and the dreams that we had, i'm in a world engaged
this life ain't the fairytale we thought it would be, but i can see your smiling face current
everything i am and everything in me wants to be the one you wanted me to be future
what happens to a man when he spills his heart on a page, he watches words possibility
in lookin' back on yesterday and wondering what could have happened history.with
there's always something i wanna say, but the words won't come ex.remaining.chemistry
i can feel my soul, it's bleeding, will you fly with me this evening forbidden
you're still with me in my dreams, and tonight, girl, it's only you and me secret
i think about you, baby, and i dream about you all the time ross.loves.you
you love me but you don't know who i am, you love me but you don't you.love.ross
a difference in spending time with me, and killing time while i'm there unwilling.love
you were poison, spinning 'round my mind, welcome to my world she said raging.emotions
too many strings and they won't keep their self tied on this roller coaster ride hot.and.cold
but all the miles that separate, disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face obsession
i get distracted and carried away, and it's been this way too long friends.with.benefits
don't know what you need from me, cuz all i know is what i can see enemies.with.benefits
the things i thought you'd never know about me, were the things i guess future.fling
feel no pain, kiss me while i'm still alive, kiss me while i kiss the sky current.fling
under my skin i won't tell you a d**n thing that i could not tell my friends past.fling
it feels like i'm lying next to a ghost at night, i don't know why i gave you one.night.stand
i could never make it on my own, i've been waiting so long just to hold you sexual.tension
sorry i can't always find the words to say, but everything i've ever known desire/lust
one more kiss could be the best thing, one more lie could be the worse seduction
face you put on in front of me, and never mind the pain you put me through leading.on
as days grow long i see that time is stand still for me when you're not here playful.flirting
it could all fall down around me, just as long as i have you right here shameless.flirting
she wants is just a little piece of this dream, is that too much to ask interested.in.ross
you just caught me by surprise, the first time i looked into your eyes interested.in.you
everything i've ever known gets swept away inside your love physical.attraction
i hope you're doing fine out there without me, 'cause i'm not doing so good past.crush
lately i'm so tired of waiting for you to say it's okay, but tell me please crush.on.you
all she wants is just that something to hold on to, that's all she needs crush.on.ross
just let me be myself so i can shine with my own light, let me be myself fleeting.glances
i'll never find my heart behind someone else, i'll never see the light passing.smile



‘‘ find out where you belong ,,

a crowded street can be a quiet place when you're walking alone complete.stranger
this was my life, looking forward, not behind, everybody's got to cross that line never.met
all these little things in life, they all create this haze, there's too many things heard.about
the miles just keep rollin' as people leave their way to say hello, i've heard seen.around
it's time to make my way into the world i knew, take back all of those times never.spoken
all i've ever wanted from this world, is to let me be me, please would you acknowledged
to find out that maybe your life's not perfect, maybe it's not worth what he gives just.met
what's happens to a soul when it's trapped inside his emotions, and all too.early.to.tell
and all of these words he's spoken, they bind him to the life he's left behind indifference
day when you need your brothers and sisters to care, i'll be right here immediate.family
remembering the one i left at home, forget about the life i used to know distant.relative
back home and all these days i spend away, i'll make up for this i swear family.friend
so you call this your free country, tell me why it cost so much to live, tell me superior
all my work and endless measures never seem to get me very far, walk a mile coworker
new step he takes he knows that he may not make it, to all of these dreams fellow.doctor
how do you know where you're going when you dunno where you've been favored.patient
too much work and i'm spent, there's too much pressure and i'm bent difficult.patient
your wounds have healed by now, but you still see your scars indifferent.patient
letting you see through me now only consumes me, forget your pain ross.respects.you
and now you think you're the only one who doesn't have to try and you you.respect.ross
you won't have to fail if you're afraid to fight then i guess you never will ross.admires.you
somebody i'm not trying to be somebody else, this life is mine i'm living you.admire.ross
live on, live it up today, this life's your cup, so drink it up i say good.influence.on.you
real here and i won't stop now until i find a better part of me good.influence.on.ross
you'll break when you fall, don't make the same mistakes bad.influence.on.you
you smile behind those eyes you lie and there's nothing i can say bad.influence.on.ross
hide behind your walls of maybe nevers, forgetting that there's something unsure.about
is there something here to believe or is it just another part of the game confusing
you hide, as you turned to walk away i saw another look in your eye mixed.feelings
i hate everything about you, why do i love you, you hate everything about me love.hate
your mistakes do not define you now, they tell you who you're not stalker
unsure of yourself, you stand divided now, which road will lead you there mentor.to.you
you've got to live this life you're given like it's the only one you've got mentor.to.ross
you hide the shame that you're not showing, and you won't let anyone in you.intrigue.ross
might be more than you believe, there might be more than you can see ross.intrigues.you
memories have left you broken, and the scars have have never healed information.source
i will not let you down, i'll walk beside you though you may not see me protective.of.you
i don't think i'll make it through, i'll use your light to guide the way protective.of.ross
don't you throw your life away, just wait until another day emotional.support
throwing up your hands while heroes ride again, and god only knows emotional.about
money's worth, he said they never listen, she said they'd never understand complications
in this world there's real and make believe, and this seems real to me other (specify)

[Dr. James Ross]

doctors • patients • other
♠ lucky lads ♠ and ♥ lovely lasses ♥

yo, yo, yo, 'tis a plot page by myst so no stealy!
intro lyrics are Simple Life by breaking benjamin
relation lyrics are by 3 doors down and 3 days grace
and those lyrics where a bitch to get, i kid you not, closer
to the end i just kinda put anything anywhere, so some
may not make any sense. sorry about that, but it's no biggie.
faded colors are by vex.net, i swear that's a kickass site
a little bit from every song, so i won't bother to list them
i'm okay with just about any relation, i love plottage <3
just remember i can reject any, but i'll try to work with ya
keep in mind ross' persona, he's a big fuzz bear under his manliness
just fill out the form below, no need to code or quote. i like
to put 'em together <3 it's half the fun, yo. try to give me
something to work with, please, so like, don't just write
"I like Ross, he's cool." cuz then i've nothin' to work off, yo.
it'd be easier to include how they met 'n' stuff, if possible~
thanks fer plotting with meh ^_^

Form
[b]full name:[/b]
[b]goes by:[/b]
[b]age&&occupation:[/b]
[b]relations:[/b] min of 2 please <3
[b]your char says:[/b] in first person; what your char thinks of ross, how they met, etc. etc.
[b]ross says:[/b] if i posted in your plot, that is
[b]icons:[/b] two matching 100x100 icons, post the link
OR
[b]celeb:[/b] so i can find/make meh own icons ;3
[b]extra info:[/b] anything else?

♥ nikole mae ross ♥

miss nikole? well, she likes to be called NIK instead
she has twenty years of unstable bipolar insanity
a pansexual lass who sleeps around, this patient, a
chocolate addicted little nut will never stop surprising people

this could be the last time, you will stand by my side, i can feel my soul inseparable
on that day when you don't have the strength for the burden you bear fond.of.ross
just you and me and loving all of our friends, living life like an ocean fond.of.you
look back to regret yesterday, we're not handed tomorrow so i'll live for today annoyance
day when you need your brothers and sisters to care, i'll be right here immediate.family
live on, live it up today, this life's your cup, so drink it up i say good.influence.on.you
i will not let you down, i'll walk beside you though you may not see me protective.of.you
throwing up your hands while heroes ride again, and god only knows emotional.about


nik says:
Ross is my big brother, so I get to call him Jamie. Since our parents died he's always taken care of me and watched over me. He's always there when I need him most. And least. That's a little annoying. The smallest scrape and he rushes me to the hospital for a full body x-ray. If anyone just looks at me wrong he pounces. That's kinda amusing, actually. Anyways, I know he's always there for me, even though he's always trying to "set me on the right course." What good big brother wouldn't, though?

ross says:
Where do I start with Nik? Heh, well she's my little sister and I take care of her. It's kind of in the job description. Not the easiest thing in the world...she's so damn difficult and independent. Or she wants to be. That gets really irritating. Almost like having a child around. All the same, she's my sister and she's there for me, too, I guess. Nik always knows how to cheer me up when I'm down, at least. It kills me to see her go through so damn much, but she's a strong girl, so I know she'll be alright.