Post by Asphodel Monroe on Nov 5, 2008 13:18:09 GMT -5
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Just Call Me: AshBeen In The Business For: 4 years
Also Known As: Madison is soon to come
Name: Asphodel Aurora Monroe
Nickname(s): Ash
DOB: October 31, 1992
Gender: Female
Occupation: Student
Sexuality: Straight
Marital Status: Single
Family: Parents dead.
Lives with druggie brother
Eyes: Caramel Brown
Hair: Dark brown. Long down to the middle of her back and straight. Straight bangs hand above her eyes in an expert cut
Build: Very small
Face Claim: Demi Lovato
Likes:
• Dark
• Night
• Moon
• Stars
• Parties
• Silence
• Contradictions
• Guys
• Shiny Stuff
• Rain
• Sleep
• Crayons
• Chocolate Milk
• Dinosaurs
• Bendy Straws
• Halloween
• Midnight
• Black Cats
• Stars
• Music
• boys who like music
• Roses
• The Beach
• Ping Pong
• DDR
• Sing Star
• Sharpies
Dislikes:
• Being Popular
• Mac N Cheese
• Play Dough
• Pencils
• Spiders
• Bugs
• Sun
• Following in her brothers foot steps
• Running out of coloring books (she LOVES crayons)
• Being called a little kid
• Fights
• Medication
• Forgetting to take her medication
• Being Bipolar
• Having mood swings
• people finding out shes Bipolar
• Getting yelled at for drawing on her self
• Infections
• Lightning
• Being alone
• being scared
• Windex
• Ravens
• Dogs
• Crazy Cats
• Being angry.
• Cancer
• Chemo
Talents:
• Singing
• Guitar
• Photography
• Drawing
Weaknesses:
• Peanut butter
• Life
• Love
• Comitment
• Confidence
Anything Else?: Suicidal and Cancer
Appearance:
Ash is a fairly small 16 year old. She likes her petite look though. She is usually wearing skinny jeans and band T's with converse on her feet. Shes got some scars on her arm from when she used to cut after her mom and dad died. And a few more up her arm after she found out she had cancer. Speaking of which she currently has long dark brown hair that goes right below her shoulder blades and bangs cut off right above her caramel brown eyes. Shes fairly OK with her appearance.
If there was one thing she could change it would probably be her skin tone. She hates being really pale, she just cant seem to catch a tan no matter how hard she tries. Its not like she burns either, she just doesn't tan. She often puts some bronzer on her face to make her self like she has a bit more color to her complexion. The sun just isn't her friend, so shes slightly glad that she moved to Forks because its really rainy most of the time. She thought that living in Hawaii would give her a tan, but that doesn't help if you don't go out side much.
Asphodel isn't really one to dress preppy. She usually just dresses in what she thinks will be comfortable. Shes not a big fan of those girls that get all dressed up and put 4 pounds of makeup on just to look cool. In her opinion clothes don't make the person. She is guilty of buying some high priced things though, and she is a total sucker for shoes. She likes to wear really cute funky heels, like cool designs and crazy colors. But on her feet you can usually find a pair of converse. She has them in almost every color and pattern ever made, she is a total converse junky.
You will also usually find her in a pair of skinny jeans, usually denim or black, some times white or a different color. She likes how form fitting they are, and even though they are kind of tight she finds them really comfortable. For shirts band-T's are her preferred shirt. But she will wear almost anything as long as its long sleeved to cover the cuts that lace her arms. She loves black graphic t-'s or black and white striped shirts. She chooses long sleeves to cover cuts and scars on her arm from several events. She doesn't like to talk about them much but if you ask she might tell you. Over all she is rather comfortable with her look. When shes at the hospital shes usually in Pajama's, but thats only when she has to go.
Personality:
Ash is a sharpie addict and caffeine addict. But giving Ash coffee would probably be the worst thing a person could do. Because when she drinks coffee or an energy drink she is bouncing off the walls and shes all ready naturally hyper. But giving her caffeine is like lighting off a nuke. She also likes to draw on her self when she is in her hyper state, but she is also VERY rebellious if she is hyped up on energy drinks. This is another situation that can make her short dangerous temper spike up. Shes tried for so long to control her behavior but it is pretty unpredictable she hates it but she knows she has to live with it. Her brother has always told her that she got delt a bad hand in life but that its going to make her strong when she is older.
Her anger does get the best of her some times, she has a very short temper and she snaps when some one pushes the right buttons. Her depression is also the other big part of her personality. She is often always depressed, ever since the car accident she hasn't really smiled when she didn't need to, she shut her self off from the world and she enjoyed that fact. She blames her self for her parents death, she thinks that it was her fault that they got in the accident and it was her fault that she was the only one that got saved. She beat her self up after that, hence the cuts that lace up her wrists. She misses when she used to be happy with her parents and she thought she was close to being happy with her newest family that adopted her, she got along great with her new dad, but she hated her new mom. She thought that Ash was crazy and to mentally unstable to be any where decent. Hence why she hates her so much.
History:
Asphodel Monroe was born in Hawaii but she spent most of her life growing up in New York City where her mother and father both worked. Ash ALWAYS hated being a lone so it was a pretty good thing that she had an older brother that loved to take care of her. Ever since she was baby she has been a unique honest and innocent person. She was literally the perfect child that every parent wanted. But then she grew up. She wasn't that bad of a child she was just a little restless and got her self into trouble way to much. But she was still that lovable little girl next door.
The day of her 14th birthday, her mother and father and her were on their way to go see one of Ash's FAVE bands of all time at the local high school. Ash had been stubborn that day because first off her parents didn't want her to go, then when they said that she could go they wouldn't take her. but finally after her AND her brother talked to their parents they agreed to let Aries go and to take her and pick her up. It wasn't raining or snowing, it was actually A perfect and beautiful warm night. Awesome weather for an out door concert. But sadly as they were turning the corner to get into the school, they were T-Boned. A black Ford F150 had slammed into the left side of the little tiny bright red tracker causing it to roll over and soon after catch on fire. They managed to pull Aries from the car but they couldn't pull her parents out before the fire got out of hand.
Asphodel had been in such a state of shock after that, that she didn't really do much. She was fairly quiet, that was until she got put up for adoption because they couldn't get a hold of her brother and none of her other aunts or uncles wanted her, they thought she would be to much of a hassle. So she started acting out. She would party, get into fights and basically just piss off the people she was living with. Not only did she get her self put on probation but she was getting bounced foster homes so fast that she didn't even really care any more. She found comfort in cutting her wrists. It was one of the few things in her life that she could control, and to be perfectly honest it made her feel good. She thought she was never going to get to find a family that she would actually want to stay with forever. That was until she was adopted by the McLintock family. It was an amazing husband that wanted kids, his wife not so much.
Ash was finally starting to be happy again, she had stopped cutting for the most part, and she was spending a lot of time with him. She remembered one time where he let her record a music video because he needed to test out a bunch of equipment and it was the most amazing feeling she had ever gotten. She had always loved singing. Her new mom didn't like that Ash was hogging all the attention. Her mom started making up things for Ash to do around the house, things that would keep her away from hanging out with her dad and keeping her away from her music. Asphodel was starting to get pissed that she was being excluded from everything and with her small temper she started snapping around her new mom a lot. Rachel thought that she was mentally unstable, and since she was a nurse she was always able to 'get' things that she needed. When ever Ash would get out of her hand and her father wasn't around Rachel would hold her down and sedate her. Then she would purposely break something or mess up a room and blame it on Ash and tell Daniel that Ash was just to out of control. Ash started to get scared and paranoid which was probably something that Rachel got a kick out of because she got to sedate her more which kept her out of the picture. Ash didn't like it, but she started cutting again because she had sunk back into her depression.
Then Ash started to get sick, she hid it from Daniel and Rachel, she covered it up as just having the flu but she knew it was something worse then that. She was just to scared to tell any one. She didn't want to get sent away from Daniel, she had never felt like more of a family with any of her other adopted family's. She had made an appointment with her doctor and she was attempting to sneak out to go see him when Rachel caught her. Ash had had enough of Rachel's games. She was tired of being treated like a psychotic freak and she wanted out. The only way she could think of was to finish her self off before she snapped and killed Rachel. So one day she walked down to the kitchen, found the sharpest knife in the house and walked back into the family room. She wanted to rub it in Rachel's face so she decided to do it on the nice white carpet.
She placed 4 long deep cuts across both of her arms, she wasn't expecting Daniel to find her. He called 911 and she wound up at Princeton Teaching Hospital, mostly cause it was the only one close enough to the house. Shes happy that shes out of the house, and the fact that after running tests on why she was so sick that she might have cancer, which will keep her there longer, didn't really bother her that much. She is freaked out by the doctors some times, any one that comes near her with a needle freaks her out. Shes always afraid that shes going to get sedated, and the fact that since she attempted to kill her self shes gotten a lot more restless towards other people and her self, shes actually getting sedated at the hospital as well.
Role Play Sample:
Aries hugged her knees to her chest and she felt tears leak down her face. Her brother ruffled her hair and smiled softly down at her, he had actually managed to stay clean for at least 2 days so he could actually spend time with Aries on her 16th birthday. He knew she would be extra depressed today because it was exactly a year ago on her 15th birthday that she got in the car accident with her parents and was the only one pulled from it. She wished that they could have left her there to die with her parents instead of saving her. Why did she have to be the only one to live threw it? Sure she got really banged up and everything but her parents had to die just because she wanted to go to a stupid concert on her birthday. She took a deep breath and watched her brother walk out the door of their large house. Their parents had a lot of money and she lived a pretty good life but now it felt like none of that mattered, she didn't care about life any more.
She had tried several times to kill her self but her brother was always walking in at the wrong time and stopping her. But today she was determined to finish her self. Every girl is supposed to be happy on their sweet 16 right? Aries wasn't. She wanted to be with her parents and knew there was only 1 way to do that, death. She stood up off the couch and walked into her large bedroom and opened her closet. She pulled out a gorgeous pink fairytale like dress that she was supposed to wear for this big party she was planing, but she wasn't going to go. She put the dress on and did her hair up and her make up all nice. She looked gorgeous. She felt more tears leak down her delicate soft pale cheeks and she tucked a strand of black hair behind her ear. She walked into the master bathroom and slipped on her pink sparkly matching heels as she turned the water on.
She reached underneath the bathtub and took out a case of razor blades and managed to open it with shaky hands. She touched the razor blade softly to the gold heart shaped locket hanging around her neck and bit her lip as she pressed the blade to her chest plate and drug it deep across it a few times. She winced and her breath quickened as the blood dripped onto her pink dress. She then stopped the tub and touched her hand to the icy cold water. She pressed the blade to her left arm and drug it deep and watched the blood trickle into the water. She did it several times deep and long from her wrist to her elbow and a few times deep on her right arm. She managed to crawl into the bathtub and sink her self under the water. It didn't take her long to pass out from the blood loss and start to drown. The water was tainted red and her pretty pink dress had some red splotches on it.
She would be 16 in 3 hours and she was hoping she would be dead by then so she could be 16 with her parents. But she wasn't expecting some one to break the door to the bathroom down. Her best friend that happened to be a cop busted into the bathroom and saw all the blood. He rushed over to the bathtub and pulled the not breathing Aries out of the bathtub. He called 911 and started CPR trying to get her to breath again. He was scared she actually succeeded in killing her self. He pressed towels around her heavily bleeding arms. Finally the ambulance arrived and they loaded Aries onto the stretcher. Thankfully she only lived a few minutes from the hospital so they were still doing CPR in the ambulance. They managed to get her to cough up a bunch of water but she still wasn't awake or breathing very good. They started manually squeezing air to her lungs as they rushed threw the emergency room door. The paramedics had blood on them and the stretcher had blood all over. Aries was getting more pale by the second and her gorgeous pink dress had blood on it to. The medics pressed the gauze and towels tighter to her wrists trying to get some of the bleeding under control as she stopped breathing again and they stopped with the bag to give her CPR again. They needed some serious help fast.
Secret Words: [Blocked out]
Also Known As: Madison is soon to come
Name: Asphodel Aurora Monroe
Nickname(s): Ash
DOB: October 31, 1992
Gender: Female
Occupation: Student
Sexuality: Straight
Marital Status: Single
Family: Parents dead.
Lives with druggie brother
Eyes: Caramel Brown
Hair: Dark brown. Long down to the middle of her back and straight. Straight bangs hand above her eyes in an expert cut
Build: Very small
Face Claim: Demi Lovato
Likes:
• Dark
• Night
• Moon
• Stars
• Parties
• Silence
• Contradictions
• Guys
• Shiny Stuff
• Rain
• Sleep
• Crayons
• Chocolate Milk
• Dinosaurs
• Bendy Straws
• Halloween
• Midnight
• Black Cats
• Stars
• Music
• boys who like music
• Roses
• The Beach
• Ping Pong
• DDR
• Sing Star
• Sharpies
Dislikes:
• Being Popular
• Mac N Cheese
• Play Dough
• Pencils
• Spiders
• Bugs
• Sun
• Following in her brothers foot steps
• Running out of coloring books (she LOVES crayons)
• Being called a little kid
• Fights
• Medication
• Forgetting to take her medication
• Being Bipolar
• Having mood swings
• people finding out shes Bipolar
• Getting yelled at for drawing on her self
• Infections
• Lightning
• Being alone
• being scared
• Windex
• Ravens
• Dogs
• Crazy Cats
• Being angry.
• Cancer
• Chemo
Talents:
• Singing
• Guitar
• Photography
• Drawing
Weaknesses:
• Peanut butter
• Life
• Love
• Comitment
• Confidence
Anything Else?: Suicidal and Cancer
Appearance:
Ash is a fairly small 16 year old. She likes her petite look though. She is usually wearing skinny jeans and band T's with converse on her feet. Shes got some scars on her arm from when she used to cut after her mom and dad died. And a few more up her arm after she found out she had cancer. Speaking of which she currently has long dark brown hair that goes right below her shoulder blades and bangs cut off right above her caramel brown eyes. Shes fairly OK with her appearance.
If there was one thing she could change it would probably be her skin tone. She hates being really pale, she just cant seem to catch a tan no matter how hard she tries. Its not like she burns either, she just doesn't tan. She often puts some bronzer on her face to make her self like she has a bit more color to her complexion. The sun just isn't her friend, so shes slightly glad that she moved to Forks because its really rainy most of the time. She thought that living in Hawaii would give her a tan, but that doesn't help if you don't go out side much.
Asphodel isn't really one to dress preppy. She usually just dresses in what she thinks will be comfortable. Shes not a big fan of those girls that get all dressed up and put 4 pounds of makeup on just to look cool. In her opinion clothes don't make the person. She is guilty of buying some high priced things though, and she is a total sucker for shoes. She likes to wear really cute funky heels, like cool designs and crazy colors. But on her feet you can usually find a pair of converse. She has them in almost every color and pattern ever made, she is a total converse junky.
You will also usually find her in a pair of skinny jeans, usually denim or black, some times white or a different color. She likes how form fitting they are, and even though they are kind of tight she finds them really comfortable. For shirts band-T's are her preferred shirt. But she will wear almost anything as long as its long sleeved to cover the cuts that lace her arms. She loves black graphic t-'s or black and white striped shirts. She chooses long sleeves to cover cuts and scars on her arm from several events. She doesn't like to talk about them much but if you ask she might tell you. Over all she is rather comfortable with her look. When shes at the hospital shes usually in Pajama's, but thats only when she has to go.
Personality:
Ash is a sharpie addict and caffeine addict. But giving Ash coffee would probably be the worst thing a person could do. Because when she drinks coffee or an energy drink she is bouncing off the walls and shes all ready naturally hyper. But giving her caffeine is like lighting off a nuke. She also likes to draw on her self when she is in her hyper state, but she is also VERY rebellious if she is hyped up on energy drinks. This is another situation that can make her short dangerous temper spike up. Shes tried for so long to control her behavior but it is pretty unpredictable she hates it but she knows she has to live with it. Her brother has always told her that she got delt a bad hand in life but that its going to make her strong when she is older.
Her anger does get the best of her some times, she has a very short temper and she snaps when some one pushes the right buttons. Her depression is also the other big part of her personality. She is often always depressed, ever since the car accident she hasn't really smiled when she didn't need to, she shut her self off from the world and she enjoyed that fact. She blames her self for her parents death, she thinks that it was her fault that they got in the accident and it was her fault that she was the only one that got saved. She beat her self up after that, hence the cuts that lace up her wrists. She misses when she used to be happy with her parents and she thought she was close to being happy with her newest family that adopted her, she got along great with her new dad, but she hated her new mom. She thought that Ash was crazy and to mentally unstable to be any where decent. Hence why she hates her so much.
History:
Asphodel Monroe was born in Hawaii but she spent most of her life growing up in New York City where her mother and father both worked. Ash ALWAYS hated being a lone so it was a pretty good thing that she had an older brother that loved to take care of her. Ever since she was baby she has been a unique honest and innocent person. She was literally the perfect child that every parent wanted. But then she grew up. She wasn't that bad of a child she was just a little restless and got her self into trouble way to much. But she was still that lovable little girl next door.
The day of her 14th birthday, her mother and father and her were on their way to go see one of Ash's FAVE bands of all time at the local high school. Ash had been stubborn that day because first off her parents didn't want her to go, then when they said that she could go they wouldn't take her. but finally after her AND her brother talked to their parents they agreed to let Aries go and to take her and pick her up. It wasn't raining or snowing, it was actually A perfect and beautiful warm night. Awesome weather for an out door concert. But sadly as they were turning the corner to get into the school, they were T-Boned. A black Ford F150 had slammed into the left side of the little tiny bright red tracker causing it to roll over and soon after catch on fire. They managed to pull Aries from the car but they couldn't pull her parents out before the fire got out of hand.
Asphodel had been in such a state of shock after that, that she didn't really do much. She was fairly quiet, that was until she got put up for adoption because they couldn't get a hold of her brother and none of her other aunts or uncles wanted her, they thought she would be to much of a hassle. So she started acting out. She would party, get into fights and basically just piss off the people she was living with. Not only did she get her self put on probation but she was getting bounced foster homes so fast that she didn't even really care any more. She found comfort in cutting her wrists. It was one of the few things in her life that she could control, and to be perfectly honest it made her feel good. She thought she was never going to get to find a family that she would actually want to stay with forever. That was until she was adopted by the McLintock family. It was an amazing husband that wanted kids, his wife not so much.
Ash was finally starting to be happy again, she had stopped cutting for the most part, and she was spending a lot of time with him. She remembered one time where he let her record a music video because he needed to test out a bunch of equipment and it was the most amazing feeling she had ever gotten. She had always loved singing. Her new mom didn't like that Ash was hogging all the attention. Her mom started making up things for Ash to do around the house, things that would keep her away from hanging out with her dad and keeping her away from her music. Asphodel was starting to get pissed that she was being excluded from everything and with her small temper she started snapping around her new mom a lot. Rachel thought that she was mentally unstable, and since she was a nurse she was always able to 'get' things that she needed. When ever Ash would get out of her hand and her father wasn't around Rachel would hold her down and sedate her. Then she would purposely break something or mess up a room and blame it on Ash and tell Daniel that Ash was just to out of control. Ash started to get scared and paranoid which was probably something that Rachel got a kick out of because she got to sedate her more which kept her out of the picture. Ash didn't like it, but she started cutting again because she had sunk back into her depression.
Then Ash started to get sick, she hid it from Daniel and Rachel, she covered it up as just having the flu but she knew it was something worse then that. She was just to scared to tell any one. She didn't want to get sent away from Daniel, she had never felt like more of a family with any of her other adopted family's. She had made an appointment with her doctor and she was attempting to sneak out to go see him when Rachel caught her. Ash had had enough of Rachel's games. She was tired of being treated like a psychotic freak and she wanted out. The only way she could think of was to finish her self off before she snapped and killed Rachel. So one day she walked down to the kitchen, found the sharpest knife in the house and walked back into the family room. She wanted to rub it in Rachel's face so she decided to do it on the nice white carpet.
She placed 4 long deep cuts across both of her arms, she wasn't expecting Daniel to find her. He called 911 and she wound up at Princeton Teaching Hospital, mostly cause it was the only one close enough to the house. Shes happy that shes out of the house, and the fact that after running tests on why she was so sick that she might have cancer, which will keep her there longer, didn't really bother her that much. She is freaked out by the doctors some times, any one that comes near her with a needle freaks her out. Shes always afraid that shes going to get sedated, and the fact that since she attempted to kill her self shes gotten a lot more restless towards other people and her self, shes actually getting sedated at the hospital as well.
Role Play Sample:
Aries hugged her knees to her chest and she felt tears leak down her face. Her brother ruffled her hair and smiled softly down at her, he had actually managed to stay clean for at least 2 days so he could actually spend time with Aries on her 16th birthday. He knew she would be extra depressed today because it was exactly a year ago on her 15th birthday that she got in the car accident with her parents and was the only one pulled from it. She wished that they could have left her there to die with her parents instead of saving her. Why did she have to be the only one to live threw it? Sure she got really banged up and everything but her parents had to die just because she wanted to go to a stupid concert on her birthday. She took a deep breath and watched her brother walk out the door of their large house. Their parents had a lot of money and she lived a pretty good life but now it felt like none of that mattered, she didn't care about life any more.
She had tried several times to kill her self but her brother was always walking in at the wrong time and stopping her. But today she was determined to finish her self. Every girl is supposed to be happy on their sweet 16 right? Aries wasn't. She wanted to be with her parents and knew there was only 1 way to do that, death. She stood up off the couch and walked into her large bedroom and opened her closet. She pulled out a gorgeous pink fairytale like dress that she was supposed to wear for this big party she was planing, but she wasn't going to go. She put the dress on and did her hair up and her make up all nice. She looked gorgeous. She felt more tears leak down her delicate soft pale cheeks and she tucked a strand of black hair behind her ear. She walked into the master bathroom and slipped on her pink sparkly matching heels as she turned the water on.
She reached underneath the bathtub and took out a case of razor blades and managed to open it with shaky hands. She touched the razor blade softly to the gold heart shaped locket hanging around her neck and bit her lip as she pressed the blade to her chest plate and drug it deep across it a few times. She winced and her breath quickened as the blood dripped onto her pink dress. She then stopped the tub and touched her hand to the icy cold water. She pressed the blade to her left arm and drug it deep and watched the blood trickle into the water. She did it several times deep and long from her wrist to her elbow and a few times deep on her right arm. She managed to crawl into the bathtub and sink her self under the water. It didn't take her long to pass out from the blood loss and start to drown. The water was tainted red and her pretty pink dress had some red splotches on it.
She would be 16 in 3 hours and she was hoping she would be dead by then so she could be 16 with her parents. But she wasn't expecting some one to break the door to the bathroom down. Her best friend that happened to be a cop busted into the bathroom and saw all the blood. He rushed over to the bathtub and pulled the not breathing Aries out of the bathtub. He called 911 and started CPR trying to get her to breath again. He was scared she actually succeeded in killing her self. He pressed towels around her heavily bleeding arms. Finally the ambulance arrived and they loaded Aries onto the stretcher. Thankfully she only lived a few minutes from the hospital so they were still doing CPR in the ambulance. They managed to get her to cough up a bunch of water but she still wasn't awake or breathing very good. They started manually squeezing air to her lungs as they rushed threw the emergency room door. The paramedics had blood on them and the stretcher had blood all over. Aries was getting more pale by the second and her gorgeous pink dress had blood on it to. The medics pressed the gauze and towels tighter to her wrists trying to get some of the bleeding under control as she stopped breathing again and they stopped with the bag to give her CPR again. They needed some serious help fast.
Secret Words: [Blocked out]
